Seriouslyhope

 That's the question I've been asking myself for months now.  I've been here before and I keep wondering how in the heck did I do it?  How did I turn it all around? I know what you're thinking.  It's easy! Just put one step in front of the other and just go.  It sounds simple enough.  And it really should be.  I mean, I have done it before.  But honestly folks.  It's terrifying.  I'm not sure if you have ever saw the movie "Brittany Does A Marathon" (if you haven't, it's a fantastic movie and I highly recommend it), the entire movie hits home but there is one scene that resonates with me.  Brittany realizes that she needs to make a change.  She's made the decision, but as she walks toward her front door she just stares at it, and the door knob is just staring right back at her. Folks... I'm staring at the door knob.  Every day. I stare at my swimsuit hanging on the back door that I barely fit into. I stare at my trainer ju...

 Wow.  It's been a while! I've been threatening for months now that I would start writing again.  I've missed it!   Much like many things, I've lost my way.   And maybe you feel like you have too? So I'm getting back to my roots, and doing something that I enjoy. And hopefully you'll enjoy reading.  It's been so long that I can't login to my old account. Which makes me a bit sad because there was some funny stuff in there....  If you're interested, you can still access it at seriouslyhope.blogspot.com.  I mean the stick figures alone are worthy of a visit. But now we're here.  In 2022. Wow people.  We've been through some shit the past few years. Am I right?   Some have continued on with no problem at all.  Some have had a little bit more difficulty and are are trying to fight our way back to some kind of normal.  Me?  I'm in the second camp.  My last post was in 2017.  I don't why I stopped w...